İyi bir sürtük olmaya ne kadar çabaladığımı konuşurken götümü sikiyorum

I talk about the first time a guy used my ass. I talk about the nasty things I have done over the past few years to try to turn myself into a better sissy fag whore. The things I can't come back from. I can't sit here and say it's just a phase when I push myself to do more and more to degrade myself for men's amusement.